04MAY2017

4 MORE MONTH. IS IT TRUE THAT EVERYONE WORK FOR MONEY? ARE THERE PEOPLE WHO GENUINELY WORK FOR THE SAKE OF WORKING? NO IDEA WHEN DID I STARTED BECOMING SO FRAGILE. I MAY LOOK COLD, EVERYTHING JUST HAPPY GO LUCKY. BUT DEEP DOWN, AM I SUCH PERSON? HAPPINESS AND UNHAPPINESS, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DIFFERENTIATE ANYMORE. GENUINELY HAPPY AND FAKING A SMILE, SEEM SO SURREAL. BEING HAPPY FOR THE SAKE OF BEING HAPPY.I DON'T KNOW WHAT I REALLY WANT NOW. SHORT GETAWAY TO CAIRNS SEEM TO BE SO GOOD. FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING AND JUST STAY ALONE EVERYDAY. I'M LOSING MYSELF AS TIME PASSES. I'M STARTING TO CHANGE TO SOMEONE WHOM I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO AM I. THIS ISN'T A GOOD SIGN. I THINK I NEED SOME ALONE TIME TO THINK OVER IT.