13FEBRUARY2018

"IF YOU HAVE THAT MENTALITY OF GOING WORK WITH SOMETHING BAD GONNA HAPPEN, THEN IT WILL HAPPEN. BECAUSE YOU WILL BE SO CAUTIOUS BOUT EVERYTHING AND ENDED UP YOU SCREWED EVERYTHING UP. YOU WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN, THUS YOU OVERTHINK" THANK YOU FOR THIS PHRASE. IT KEPT ME GOING. I THINK THIS IS REALLY GREAT AND IT'S TRUE. I WILL DEFINITELY GO TO WORK WITH A NEUTRAL MENTALITY AND MOOD. I WILL STOP BEING NICE TO PEOPLE WHO DON'T EVEN APPRECIATE ME. BECAUSE I ONCE TOLD MYSELF TO BE EVEN NICER TO PEOPLE WHO IS MEAN TO ME. BUT I REALIZE NOWADAYS HUMAN DON'T APPRECIATE SUCH EFFORT. THUS, I WANT TO BE NICE TO PEOPLE WHO RESPECT ME AND BE THE MOST "ZAPPY" CREW EVER TO THOSE WHO DON'T EVEN RESPECT AND APPRECIATE MY KINDNESS. NO POINT BEING NICE TO PEOPLE WHO DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE. THEY DESERVE THE WORST TREATMENT EVER.

10FEBRUARY2018

BEING A CABIN CREW WAS MY DREAM JOB SINCE THE AGE OF 7. EVEN THOUGH I HAVE PHOBIA TOWARDS TAKING PLANE, BUT I REALLY ADMIRE CABIN CREW WORKING ONBOARD. THEIR SERVICE MADE ME FEEL HAPPY DURING THE CRUISING PERIOD AND ALSO BEFORE TAKE OFF, AFTER LANDING. THEIR HARD WORK WERE GREATLY APPRECIATED. I NEVER ONCE THOUGHT OF SAYING A SIMPLE THANK YOU CAN ACTUALLY MAKE SUCH A HUGE DIFFERENCE TO THEIR DAY. UNTIL THE DAY WHEREBY I PERSONALLY EXPERIENCED AS A CABIN CREW, I REALIZE HOW THANKFUL IT IS, TO HEAR SOMEONE BEING APPRECIATIVE AND SINCERELY THANK YOU AFTER WHATEVER YOU HAVE DONE BY THE END OF THE DAY.

09FEBRUARY2018

BAD FLIGHTS COME WHENEVER I DECIDED TO STAY ON FOR AWHILE MORE. THIS JOB IS REALLY DRIVING ME INSANE. AS MUCH AS I WANT TO STAY, I WANT TO LEAVE TOO. BUT I WANT TO PROVE TO EVERYONE THAT, NOT EVERY YOUNG PEOPLE QUIT WHEN THEY FACED DIFFICULTIES. DON'T THINK WE ARE PUSHOVERS. JUST BECAUSE WE KEPT MUM, DOESN'T MEAN WE ARE AFRAID OF YOU. JUST BECAUSE WE RESPECT YOU, DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN CLIMB ON TOP OF US. I AM GETTING SO SICK AND TIRED OF FAKING A SMILE EVERYDAY IN THIS JOB. BE IT TO THE PASSENGERS OR TOWARDS THE SENIORS AND JUNIORS. WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO BE HARSH TO THEM. I APOLOGIZE BECAUSE I'M IN WRONG. BUT I APOLOGIZE EVEN WHEN I'M RIGHT TOO. WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE NOWADAYS? SO WHAT IF YOU HAVE HIGH STANDARD IN EVERYONE? NOT AS IF EVERY SINGLE SOUL CAN MEET THAT REQUIREMENTS WHICH YOU HAVE. MY PATIENT LIMIT IS REALLY LIMITED NOW. I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER CAN I TANK BEFORE I ACTUALLY LOSE MY PATIENCE ONE DAY AND THERE GOES MY "REPUTATION". HONESTLY SPEAKING, I HATE THIS JOB SO SO MUCH NOW. ALL I WANT TO STAY WAS BECAUSE OF THE MONEY, THE EXPERIENCE AND ALSO THOSE GOOD CREW WHO MADE ME REALLY WANT TO STAY IN THIS AIRLINE.