06OCTOBER2017 - 19TH

BOND ENDED. I'VE LOST MY MOTIVATION TO WORK. IN A BLINK OF AN EYE, ITS MY 19TH MONTH OF WORKING IN THIS AIRLINE. TIME FLIES. EVERYDAY JUST SIMPLY WORK, SLEEP, EXERCISE, REPEAT. HONESTLY SPEAKING BEING A WORKAHOLIC IS WORST THAN BEING A STUDENT. BUT I WOULD SAY WORKING IS BETTER THAN STUDYING. MANY THINGS HAPPENED BUT I THINK I'M JUST TOO IMMUNED TO IT. WHATEVER BAD HAPPENED, JUST LET IT GO AND MOVE ON. NO TIME TO EVEN OVERTHINK BOUT IT. I'VE LEARNT BOUT SOMETHING UPON ALL THESE NEGATIVE THINGS HAPPENED. WHEN YOU FEEL HAPPY, REWARD YOURSELF WITH SLEEP. WHEN YOU FEEL UNHAPPY, ANGRY, SAD, ETC. JUST RUN. RUN NON-STOP. VENT OFF THE UNHAPPINESS AND START A NEW DAY AGAIN TOMORROW. WHAT'S GOOD BOUT THIS JOB: TIME FLIES. BEING A SENIOR, I HATE TO BE COMPARED TO JUNIORS. SUCKS TO BE A SENIOR/JUNIOR IN AN AIRLINE. IF YOU ASK ALL THE CREW, THEY WILL TELL YOU THE POSITIVENESS ABOUT THIS JOB BUT THEY WILL NEVER REVEAL THE UNHAPPINESS. BECAUSE OVERALL, BEING A CABIN CREW IS A "GLAMOROUS" JOB AS EVERYONE THOUGHT. BEING AS A CREW, IT'S NOT AS EASY AS JUST SERVING. MEETING NEW PASSENGERS, UNHAPPY PASSENGERS, GRUMPY PASSENGERS,DEMANDING PASSENGERS, ZAPPY CREW, CREW WHO DOESN'T EVEN BOTHER TO HELP ETC. AS MY BOND ENDED,I FELT THAT ALL MY FLIGHTS WERE SO BAD. NONE OF MY FLIGHTS ARE GOOD. PERHAPS ONCE OR TWICE A MONTH WILL HAVE GOOD FLIGHT. BUT IT'S SO RARE. SOMETIMES I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF THIS JOB BUT YET I WANT TO PROVE TO EVERYONE THAT, "THE MORE YOU WANT TO DESTROY ME, THE MORE I WILL STAND UP STRONG." I USED TO THINK CRYING IS FOR WEAK. THEREFORE I ALWAYS FELT SO NEGATIVE. BUT AS TIME PASSES, I REALIZE, ONCE IN A WHILE. CRY IT OUT, YOU WILL FEEL BETTER. BUT NEVER EVER CRY INFRONT OF SOMEONE YOU HATE. THE MORE THEY WANT TO SEE YOU BREAKDOWN, THE MORE YOU SMILE. DON'T EVER GET DESTROYED BY SOMEONE ELSE. THIS JOB HAS TOUGHENED ME UP. I CAN JUST SIMPLY DON'T BOTHER ABOUT HOW OTHERS LOOK AT ME, JUDGE ME. JUST LIVE THE WAY I WANT. BECAUSE I DON'T LIVE FOR THEM. 5 MORE MONTH TO GO ! JIAYOU JIAYOU!